ups and downs

my heart beats fast.
you made me laugh when nobody's speaking.
you made me laugh when you're not with me.
you made me laugh by telling jokes
you made me laugh by incidents
my heart beats slower
you made me appreciate my life
but in the same time
you made me hate it.
i know
i just knew
sometimes,
something that you want the most
might come
at last
and something the last thing you want to happen
might just begun.
thank you,
for the ups and the downs that you brought me