Into The Abyss

Why is someone whom you considered to have everything still feel this loneliness deep inside? A deep bottomless pit that grows bigger and bigger, slowly uprising into your mind and deliberately controls it.

That your life is driven by it.
Every step you made, every breath you take, every movement you made, every thought you have, each brings you deeper into the pit, pulling you inside slowly, making you gaze blankly every second in your life.

There's something missing,i know there is.
But even thinking about it squeezed my heart with stage fright. Im afraid to think of the unthinkable.

They say time heals wounds.
But they say it so often that it loses the magic, a nothing in everything.

How would I survive,how would i live,how would i breathe. 
If I know there would be noone to pull me up

Hear this, lose it,live with it.

I'm empty.