Sometimes you see them near you. Those who the society refer to as the 'beautiful' people. Those who according to Janis Ian, win in this life. And I thought that happens in movies only.

For years I befriended one. Those who get everything I have ever dreamt of. Those who without even trying, got everything squandered without sweat. And here I stand. Striving to get a glimpse of those dreams, tried gamely and failed completely.

For times I thought the world is not fair. How someone can get so much while others simply vain. How things that came first in your list, became last on theirs, and still they get it first.

Baffled you can call me. Angry? Definitely. Although there are some jealousy building up inside. How can you hate someone when you know you want to be in their position?

"A man was hung crying in the rain. Because of love."
I hate myself for what Im thinking at this precise moment