MY FUTURE IS MY CONFUSING

ugh, is hard to explain
one thing I fear most is the future, what would be the future, the ideals and dreams
when everyone is ready with supplies of the future and ready to go to college with dreams that will be taken as a bid to boost learning.
I'm still puzzled to determine and decide
I'll soon be Enrolled in Petra Christian University majoring in Marketing,
whether this is the right choice?
I do not know, but some said I should go to Surabaya University majoring in economics
but yah let it flow
God must have a plan that we do not know and it must be beautiful!
now I must focus to learn English and get a satisfactory test scores!
then focus in college
my goal: IP over 3! 5.3 hopefully hahaha!
focus focus focus and concentration!
like my aunt and uncle said: "while you're young is working hard now so that in the old days later you can enjoy the fruits of your hard work!"
my future is a CHALLENGE and THE LONG JOURNEY!
I'm the driver, I brought the car and later on I'll be a winner!

keep dreaming as high as your ambition