i'm the foolest people who being hurted by loving you

everytime i see your photo in my wallet,everytime i see your facebook's page,everytime i see your last gift for me,everytime i see you in my memories,my heart broken into pieces and my heart cry loudly.




everday i still loving you,i still missing you,and i still waiting for you.



i dont know why but i cant forget you,my lips can said yes but my heart cant.i just laying and hiding everythings inside my heart and nobody knows.



I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it

i just cry,sad,moody and act like the happiest person in this world

eventhought my heart pain and my life going worst



If i can tell someone knows how I really feel

If only I can tell everyone who i am and what i feel inside

If only I can shout loudly to the earth,blue ocean,and GOD how hurt is my heart

but i can't,and never will



And every night i lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me like i've always loved you

but how could you love me again?

it's impossible things in this world



i'm just a boy

i'm just a man who still young and doesnt know what love is until you came into my life and learned me how to love someone

i'm just a little boy and i can,absolutely i can cry and being hurt!

but i never showing to them

because i just want to make you proud that i could forget you



people always talking bout love and care

and i just sit and heard and thingking of you,just you

i cant hold my tears

i cant hold my hope

i cant hold my sadness



love has fooled me hundred times

how stupid i am

i only can said to myself,'' hey nald move on!try to hold everythings with God and everything will be fine''

but why? why it cant stop me to feel you besides



when i say love to someone,i never lying and i never play with this feeling

it comes from the bottom of my heart

i've seen people saying love so easily and move to others

but i cant because i just loving someone who i really care



i've never felt this way to be so in love

to have someone there, yet feel so alone

i just thinking that you're the one who can wipe my tears and say that you would never leave me

YOU really changed me..



what hurts the most is:

"to know that you still loving someone and can't forget"



inside my heart,i said, " why did you come to my life?why did u show your care and love to me?why did you love someone if you still cant forget the last one? "

If you know someone loves you and you can't love them again,dont give hope to them

It's really hurts inside



maybe just a week or month

but i am so gratefull and glad to met you and know you well



i'm not the melancolis people.but love has changed me well

see!i could cry and my tears drop everday for 6 months.how come is it?!?

oh GOD..i just smile and smile everyway i felt i know that it's your grace and trials



i'm the broken

broken hope

broken dreams

broken life

broken smile

broken heart



hey,you've learned me how to love someone.but WHY? why dont you teach me how to forget you?

you just leaving me without any hopes again

it makes me feel so alone and fade



first time i met you i thought you really love me'

your care,your voice,your warm smile,

and the way you put my hand to go in another way

it's so sweet and romantic

but i know its just fake of you

i'm your RUNAWAY from your past



If God give me 3 wishes,first i would used to forget all about you



I MUST WAKE UP

i must!

i must walk away from you

because all my tears and hope is useless



i'm sory for all of my mistakes

i know i cant be perfect

and i always forgive you,because still loving you..



but u must read this:

i wont cry anymore!


i wont care you anymore


i will and i must stop loving you



" its easier to forget you than to forget something that you ever did to me"



now,could you feel my feeling?

could you feel hurt same with me?

if YES, i've one question: WHY DID YOU DO TO ME,if YOU KNOW HOW HURT IS IT?"



oh fool me



SMILE RONALD..

u still have a lot of friends who can supports you



CHEER UP LITTLE MAN!

SHOW TO THE WORLD THAT YOUR LIFE WOULD BE THE SAME AGAIN!

i'm still ronald and me is what i am

and,i'm still the energic and happiest ronald,i'm still alive!



dedicated for you,who ever love me and hurt me in the same way..