if ONLY you knew

I hope you're better than what they've been talking about.I decided to ebb my rage and handle this with cold head. There's no point rushing into anything with boiling rage like this. Talk with me well and I won't be mad at you. I won't mind. I won't remember. I'll pretend this never happens. I'm good at this, put your trust on me. Just grab some attitude. And you better give me a good reason for this. Thanks